If you are unhappy in a place, what will you do to survive in it? How you will turn the surrounding to a place you will go again despite of unhappiness?
Is there any survival guide in this situation?
Should I leave the place and never come back? Is there any reason for me to stay? Is it a right thing to leave because of some people or incidents? Does it worth it?
I don't know why I did not feel the peace in here. I do feel the absent of me in the place although I were right in here.
I lost the abilities decide what I want, what is important. I need a guidance, to show me the way I should choose, the right thing I should do.
Suddenly feels that I’m surrounded by many obstacles, despair looking for exit. Hopelessly struggles for survival, searching for the light of infinity.
Can someone out there tell me when a person is greedy? Where is the border line of greed? If a person wants to have a better life is it consider as?
Sometime when I think of my life, I'm not sure if I'm greedy or not. If I were to choose a simple life or moderate living style, would be happier?
Like my friend said no matter how simple and moderate one's life is, we still have a standard or borderline of what we want. We just can't simply downgrade our self just to be considerate.
Everyone has their own path of life. I have mine’s; I have included my partner in it. A person is lucky when they were able to their soul mate but I'm lucky to have found my one, and he is my partner. I’ve know that two different identity walking the same path is not easy. It’s even difficult to maintain and stay at the same course for the entire time. No matter how confident I am in this relationship, I still have fear. We never know when we will lose our track. Once my partner said; no matter how hard the course is, we will walk over it, as I know you will be by my side. Hoping that we will stays focus on the journey and reaches the destination of our life. No matter what’s happen we will make sure that enjoy it together; the bittersweet of life. - "Craving the future of us together"-
is there no such thing that one can live without anyone? are we used to be with someone or are we used to be dependant?
最近我跟同事谈关于二奶的事情。 是不是每个女人都会害怕他的男人会有婚外情了？
我们能不能只怪男人呢？为什麽男人要找外面的爱呢？
虽然不能怪男人，但是往往都是男人伤害女人。
what i really wan to do....
i have no idea.
is what i am doing is what i relly want to do in my life?
was it just for temporary...
i'm not sure...
working is something i'm not sure about.
all i wan to do is something i'm happpy with but i know in order for me to do something i like, i have do what i don't like now.... am i?
what does it really take for me to achieve it...
i have doubt... a doubt take i don't know if i should worry about.
a doubt that would change my life, my perspective view....
i just wish that someone will show me my way...
i don't aim for smooth milky way....
any way will do.... i just want to see what the see future hold for me
hi hi all.... just want to welcome myself to the blog.... :)
there is many things in my head... just wan to spit it out 'loud' hahahaha
